"Astro Forever" wrote:(I've closed your other thread, not because there was anything wrong with it, but because it was basically the same thing posted twice.)
Thats weird; I must have done it twice.
Teen years can be very difficult. It was definitely a very hard time for me. I could hardly seem to relate to people of my age. I felt very lonely too, and I also had a hard time at home. It was definitely not a happy time. At one point, I had lost basically every bit of my self-confidence. It changed with time, as people grew older and stops acting childishly. Everything seemed to become easier for me at that point, and eventually I felt normal again.
I go to a Special needs school for my ADHD and to deal with change, it's hard for me to leave or enter a friendship, and even harder when someone dies. I also have a very bad anger but I cant help that I was born with it. And people often get scared of me and dont talk to me. But that was when I was young.
If you feel sick, and especially if you experience sleepless nights, I think maybe you should talk to your parents and see a doctor. I know it's often hard to tell our parents about our personal problems, but they are there for you (unless you also have the bad luck of having really bad parents!).
I only had sleepless nights or the first 3 or 4 mouths of losing my friends then after that it's been down hill.
I can't say much about what's happening with your friends, it's impossible to know exactly what happened and how it happened. I do understand that you are suffering very much, and that it's a very hard time. At least, don't give up all hope that someday things will get better. I also know it's easier said than done, but sometimes as a teen it's very hard to look beyond the present.
The day my friends didn't want to my friends any more is 21st of July 2006. Thats when it all started there where 3 of them, they started to E-mail me the night they didn't what to be my friend. I went mad and couldnt stop crying for days and days. Then I couldnt sleep, I was running out the house and hitting my self to I face when red and breaking stuff.
Are there any activities that you could try? A sport or an involvement in an organization, for example? That would make you meet new people, feel good about improving at something and help you think of something else. Even if you are bad at sports, for example, all that matters knows that you are improving and that you are getting better. It helps with self-confidence in the end.
Well, I find it really hard to meet new people; the people need to come to me.
But I have been doing karate to build my confidence up, but I think all that has been doing is making me more hyper and stronger, and thats no good. Because it already takes 7 to 9 people to hold me down when I get angry, I mean to hurt any one its just it feels like there ageist me all the time.
BTW, please make Jeffbert understand.