Originally posted by jeffbert@Oct 12 2004, 05:08 AM
I know nothing of either Reeve's or Cybotron's histories, so I must limit my response to that about which I have knowledge.
Whether a person is good or evil, when that person is faced with a situation similar to Reeve's, he can collapse into dispair, or accept the condition & try to work around it, or try to better himself in that area. If he chooses the former, it matters not whether he is good or evil, public opinion of him for this issue should be focused upon his dispair: he is a loser. If he chooses the latter, again, good or evil, people should judge him in this honorably. If he chooses to accept the condition & try to live with it, some will criticize him: "he will not even try", others will applaude him: "he is mature enough to know he cannot change it, so he moves on". Although they may see him as good or evil for his deeds or words on other issues, they should be able to separate the two for the purpose of judging how he handles this situation. Nevertheless, his handling of that situation has no bearing on whether he is good or evil, only that he deals with that situation in a certain way.
I have tried several approaches to my own condition. Dispair only makes life worse, I was focused upon that which I could not do & the unfairness of it all. Acceptance of that which I believed I could not change does allow me to get on with my life, but it does not do anything to improve it. Fighting can be useful if one is a fighter; but if one is newly trying to become a fighter, it can be very frustrating.
Maybe so... Yet this is what Reeves and his gang did to me...
GotterdamerungBut instead of killing me outright they threw me into the depths of the VA system where they thought my fate would be as the one that Saul Zaentz portrayed in "One flew over the cuckoos nest" (Jack Nicholson?), for which Saul recieved his first academy award.
Same backstab. I had none to tell or complain to. There are a million stories of desolation in Hollywood. The mob that controlled pop culture promoted only thugs and pimps and satanists in those days. I could do none of those things. I accepted my fate.
I don't know why God kept me alive after that. A man maybe beautiful on the outside but inside a raging beast and monster. This world is evil. But it's best to just say..."Whatever" and Merry Christmas. I did 2 albums both mocking Saul and Reeves.I liked the part where they made propaganda commercials trying to make people think he was walking. :wacko:
But the birds that I could hear singing in the trees outside the VA hospital chirped out in the cold mists of the Michigan morning saying: "...And every firstling of an ass thou shalt redeem with a lamb; and if thou wilt not redeem it, then thou shalt break his neck..."
Exodus 13:13
The liberation of the hapless slaves. :wahah:
So I don't feel so bad in the last days of my life. I'll try to be of better service in the next incarnation.
